Guess what? I've got accepted! And... they gave me 5 exemptions! Yay! ~ =D So happy! I hope that my determination to study hard and really score well stays with me throughout =) Gonna go shop for stationary after i have received my offer letter package. Can't wait to go back to school man! Miss studying and being a student. Gonna need some constant motivation and words of encouragement too =) 

Haha.. you know what, i have a feeling that the little devil in me is gonna act up tomorrow, haha. I wanna see how you react when i tell you i've got 1 more exemption than you. I am positive that this piece of news is gonna kill you, whether you show it out or not. If you weren't that competitive, this won't affect you at all. Ever since that incident, i really became aware of your words and action. Though on the surface we seems the same as before, but inside it will never be the same. Someone taught me this, 'forgive but not forget', i've already added you in that category. Too bad, sorry, you crossed the line. 

(-written a few days ago without publishing.)

Haha! Your reaction is one of those i've predicted! A simple, expressionless "orh." tells millions. Go on drown in your competitive world ba, i'll let myself be relaxed, enjoy life and treasure those people i love =) I just felt happy that others reacted with a happy smile when i tell them about it.


~ Hope you will get through this. You know we will be there for u, bbfls =)

The Randoms

I just realised that 'fairytale' rhymes with 'ferris wheel', hahahaha!!! Both my favourites =)

Oh no, i have yet to build my wooden ferris wheel.. haha!

Feeling mixed-up now.. I have things to say but don't know where to start.

Oki, lets start with farewells. Gonna have a surprise farewell party today @ deep's house! I am hoping that his jaws will drop to the ground when he open his main door later and see whats instored for him..hahaha!!! Hope its gonna be fun fun fun! Gonna miss him and Eric.. I guess Eric reali dislike those certain seniors to the core. His last words to us was "don't be like them". Yes, i'll remember that, Eric. I won't be like them.

Sometimes i really wonder to myself, am i still as childish, naive, as ever? I don't know why i still feel so excited whenever i see fireworks. Not as if i am seeing it for the first time. I'm not trying to act cute or what. I guess its just me? I don't wanna give others the 'bimbo' impression also =| sigh.. i don't know la.. zzz..    

Hello!

Its been another 'awhile' since i last written something here.

Recently, many things happened, good and bad, and people said i've changed quite abit. Glad those comments are positive ones =)

Clouds above my head has cleared. This time i've really set my mind. Its gonna be a year. Enough time for it already. I have new aims in life, new goals, more decisions to make along the way.

Though i've changed, working society has made me learned how to be fake, say things that people wanna hear and not what i actually meant, wary of fake people, forgive but not forget (towards certain people only)

but i'm still

- a dreamer

- loving purple (ya, always 'purple-lover', LOL!)

- loving ferris wheel

- naive to a certain extent

- indecisive

- loving taylor swift's song, her song lyrics are so close to my heart.

Most importantly, I'm still ME =]

Past few weeks has been an another eye-opener for me. I saw the other side of so-called friends, how fast things changed, how close-minded, how competitive, how selfish, how weird and ridiculous etc. that person can be. Though everything is fine now, i'm wary of u already, not gonna be the same as before.

I gonna miss u both, Deep and Eric. U both has been great colleagues and friends.

Gonna miss "Heyy special stains gal!" & "Myy frienddd... how are u?" sigh.. =/

Currently has been very engrossed in reading Twilight novels. Love the way their romance progress! So sweet, so addictive, so vampire-ish.. hahahaha!!!

Holland is such a beautiful place.

Holland tulips are so pretty.

I promised myself i will go there with the one i love one day =)