Sunday, February 06, 2011 3:50:00 AM
Hello my dear writing place =)
It's been quite awhile that i left u stranded here alone, haha.. I'm still up during the wee hours. (dont scold me if u happened to read this, hahaha =P) Don't feel like sleeping yet though. It's chinese new year again. I've lots to say but everything is jumbled up in my mind. Please pardon the random-ness in this post, haha =)
Last year was quite a shitty year. A handful of shitty people came into my life but i think i should thank them. Each of them taught me a valuable lesson. Now i know what i want and am not that naive and silly anymore. Thanks lots assholes =)
Though it was a shitty year, it ended quite well =) I'm so glad to have someone that is so special in my life now. Fate has finally work its magic. It was definitely worth the wait for such a wonderful person like you =) I always wonder, how can we be so similar in so many ways, am i really so lucky to have u? Well, i hope i really do now. You make me smile every day. I'm determined not to repeat any past mistakes. I am enchanted to meet u, always =)
Ivy, i'm grateful that u have that birthday party =)
Still in the process of pursueing my degree. Can't wait for the day i get it! 3 more years to go. Hope my study mode will be back in me when my 4 months break ends. I want to score well in all the modules!
Cant wait to go to Taylor Swift's concert too!! Counting down to 9 feb (wed)!! But, at the same time i don't wish for monday to come that soon, i don't wanna go back to work, hurrrrr =/
I still remember i once received an email about different types of friendships. I guess people do change. For a period of time, your friendship can be so well built till its like BFF. But when one interests changed, your friendship starts to drift apart. You no longer call that name that often, no longer do things together as much as before. I guess its normal? You are a season-friend. Its oki.
This chinese new year gathering was a good one. Had a great time together with all my dearest cousins. Even though we have not talked much for the past few years, i can feel that the family bond still remains, with the help of mahjong. Jojo is still so cute, feels like he didn't grow up, and he played some piano songs for me, such a sweetie pie.
I wish this year will be a better year for all of us.
it will come true if u believe.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 10:54:00 PM
Falling For You
I don't know, but I think I may be fallin' for you,
dropping so quickly.
Maybe I should keep this to myself,
wait until I know you better.
I am trying not to tell you, but I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say,
so I'm hiding what I'm feelin',
but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do,
I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.
As I'm standing here and you hold my hand,
pull me towards you, and we start to dance.
All around us, I see nobody.
Hearin' silence, it's just you and me.
I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say,
so I'm hiding what I'm feelin',
but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do,
I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.
Oh, I just can't take it. My heart is racin'.
Your motions keep spinnin' out.
I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you.
I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you.
I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.
I don't know what to do,
I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.
I think I'm fallin' for you. I can't stop thinkin' bout it,
I want you all around me, and now I just can't hide it.
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' bout it, I want you all around me,
and now I just can't hide it.
I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin' for you.
Oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, I'm fallin' for yah.
Has been listening to more english songs lately. Found this song by Colbie Caillat, simply love it! So sweet. There are many of her other songs that are nice too. I guess i'm expanding my choices of songs! But nonetheless, Taylor Swift's will always be in my top favourites =)
Trust my buddies man! You are right! Just damn suay this year -_-
Wishing for something good to happen.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 1:35:00 AM
NDP Preview was Great!! =D
Went for today's NDP preview with Mel, and her bestie and future-husband! Actually today was going to accompany Mel to go find her bf who will be marching in NDP parade, sort of surprise him. In the end, her bestie called and told her she got 2 extra tickets and asked if she wanna go. I soo wanna go for NDP preview but couldn't get tickets. It was just sooo lucky!! =D Truely believe in everything happens for a reason. Before that, i was reluctant to go out but Mel 'forced' me to meet her. Haha!! No la, actually i'd promised to accompany her a week ago. Just feel like rotting at home on a non-working saturday. But well, i'm glad i let her decide in the end. =D
I love watching the parade! Love the various G.O.H. contingents. I know that every year i say the same thing, haha!! It never fails to remind me of those old nostagic st john days... when we trained so hard for annual speech day, surviving the scorching sun, the same old marching tune, the commands, everything! awww... Every year i will say i wish to join in the march, as GOH contingent. I'm sure it will be an unforgettable experience and you will feel so proud and honoured =)
I like the aerial display and army mobile-truck display too! So cool! Seriously, the speed technology is advancing is uber fast! Imagine a mobile operation theatre? Mobile washing machines? Hahah!! Super cool! This year all the performing songs are so hip and modern too! And of course, my all-time favourite, Fireworks display was great! But i didn't really get to see much because my view was blocked! So sad! I think Mel wasn't really into watching NDP though. Almost the whole time i was excited, asking her to look at this, look at that, especially the fireworks. But she was sitting there, looking bored most of the time. Hahaha, I think i'm really abit boyish. But its oki, at least, next time i have stuff to talk about with my future bf/husband when we go watch NDP previews ;)
What will you do, or rather, do you mind if your bf/future husband doesn't greet your friends when all of you go out together? Well, i totally mind it! Its so rude! I'm referring to Mel's bestie's husband-to-be. He is one rude/no-manners fellow. Doesn't even say hi or introduce himself to me when we meet. But thats not the worst, he doesn't even say hi to Mel, who is his wife's bestie. This type of guy sucks lor. I hope i won't date, even marry such a guy. -_-""
i am certained i've already let go, but looking at the artillary mobile display just now inevitably reminded me of you. i know the sadness that filled me in those few minutes will be temporary. well, memories cant be erased right.. hope that next will be better and will last too =)
Saturday, July 24, 2010 1:52:00 AM
Feeling high above the clouds!
Guess what? I've got accepted! And... they gave me 5 exemptions! Yay! ~ =D So happy! I hope that my determination to study hard and really score well stays with me throughout =) Gonna go shop for stationary after i have received my offer letter package. Can't wait to go back to school man! Miss studying and being a student. Gonna need some constant motivation and words of encouragement too =)
Haha.. you know what, i have a feeling that the little devil in me is gonna act up tomorrow, haha. I wanna see how you react when i tell you i've got 1 more exemption than you. I am positive that this piece of news is gonna kill you, whether you show it out or not. If you weren't that competitive, this won't affect you at all. Ever since that incident, i really became aware of your words and action. Though on the surface we seems the same as before, but inside it will never be the same. Someone taught me this, 'forgive but not forget', i've already added you in that category. Too bad, sorry, you crossed the line.
(-written a few days ago without publishing.)
Haha! Your reaction is one of those i've predicted! A simple, expressionless "orh." tells millions. Go on drown in your competitive world ba, i'll let myself be relaxed, enjoy life and treasure those people i love =) I just felt happy that others reacted with a happy smile when i tell them about it.
Purple, my fav =D
~ Hope you will get through this. You know we will be there for u, bbfls =)
Sunday, July 18, 2010 2:57:00 PM
The Randoms
I just realised that 'fairytale' rhymes with 'ferris wheel', hahahaha!!! Both my favourites =)
Oh no, i have yet to build my wooden ferris wheel.. haha!
Feeling mixed-up now.. I have things to say but don't know where to start.
Oki, lets start with farewells. Gonna have a surprise farewell party today @ deep's house! I am hoping that his jaws will drop to the ground when he open his main door later and see whats instored for him..hahaha!!! Hope its gonna be fun fun fun! Gonna miss him and Eric.. I guess Eric reali dislike those certain seniors to the core. His last words to us was "don't be like them". Yes, i'll remember that, Eric. I won't be like them.
Sometimes i really wonder to myself, am i still as childish, naive, as ever? I don't know why i still feel so excited whenever i see fireworks. Not as if i am seeing it for the first time. I'm not trying to act cute or what. I guess its just me? I don't wanna give others the 'bimbo' impression also =| sigh.. i don't know la.. zzz..
Has been listening to Chris Daughtry's song recently. LOVE IT! Its rock genre but not too noisy at the same time too..
I finished Twilight! Woo~ Reading New Moon now.
I wanna have a short getaway with my 5 buddies! Wanna go to some island resort, enjoy the sea and weather and maybe spa oso..
Smile Every Day
Sunday, July 04, 2010 1:57:00 PM
Hello!
Its been another 'awhile' since i last written something here.
Recently, many things happened, good and bad, and people said i've changed quite abit. Glad those comments are positive ones =)
Clouds above my head has cleared. This time i've really set my mind. Its gonna be a year. Enough time for it already. I have new aims in life, new goals, more decisions to make along the way.
Though i've changed, working society has made me learned how to be fake, say things that people wanna hear and not what i actually meant, wary of fake people, forgive but not forget (towards certain people only)
but i'm still
- a dreamer
- loving purple (ya, always 'purple-lover', LOL!)
- loving ferris wheel
- naive to a certain extent
- indecisive
- loving taylor swift's song, her song lyrics are so close to my heart.
Most importantly, I'm still ME =]
Past few weeks has been an another eye-opener for me. I saw the other side of so-called friends, how fast things changed, how close-minded, how competitive, how selfish, how weird and ridiculous etc. that person can be. Though everything is fine now, i'm wary of u already, not gonna be the same as before.
I gonna miss u both, Deep and Eric. U both has been great colleagues and friends.
Gonna miss "Heyy special stains gal!" & "Myy frienddd... how are u?" sigh.. =/
Currently has been very engrossed in reading Twilight novels. Love the way their romance progress! So sweet, so addictive, so vampire-ish.. hahahaha!!!
Holland is such a beautiful place.
Holland tulips are so pretty.
I promised myself i will go there with the one i love one day =)
Friday, April 02, 2010 9:10:00 AM
Yesterday's dinner was great! Had our usual once-in-awhile mini lab dinner outing.. We went Chomp Chomp for dinner.. Ordered many food and shared.. After that, we headed to Dessert Bowl for the obvious, DESSERTS~ haha! The durian mousse was fab man! And we bullied poor agnes who hates and don't eat durians.. You are missing out good stuff man! lol!
~ Simply Loves Having Long Weekend ~
Short getaway from work and people who make you pek chek.. Its regarding my supervisor again =.= I think sometimes people might get abit cranky after awhile.. Yesterday was a new month and duties were rotated.. I've done my current duties before but still isn't very good in some, so mistakes occurred. I made the same mistakes 3 times. Things takes time to be ready, by the time she inform me of my first mistake, i have already done the 2nd and 3rd mistakes. When she came to me the 3rd time, i felt guilty already and wanted to redo my work. But guess what she said? Seriously damn ass. She said something like " Don't want, submit to doc and let them complain about u. " WTH?! Are u menopausing for the 2nd time?! Bloody idiot lor.. I was so damn pissed. How can you be so evil? Before this, she still 'threaten' me that if i still commit the same mistake, she is gonna tell my lab manager.
Seriously, if u want, go tell lor.. i don't care.. All i care about is i will try my best not to make the same mistakes again. And i will still respect you because you are still my senior/mentor. I think after joining the working society for 9 mths, i learned how to take things easily and adopted selective hearing. And also, recently i have been working quite closely with a gossipy senior. May be i should not feel surprised that she gossips/talk behind back of everyone in the lab, even her so-called close colleague, who is my supervisor. Ha, plastic humans every where huh.. But i must say, my supervisor is actually quite nice, just that sometimes old ppl really abit cranky and weird.. aiya, dunno la..
Anyway its holiday, work and irritating people should be out of my mind..
Enjoy ur holidays too, people! =D
Are u sincere or are u just another rotten flower?
Right now, i just need someone who is true in every thing they say.
